Turned Out Differently

I have told you that things would turn out like this and it did. It hurts though. Why should you tell me now and why didn't you do it yesterday? Now let me tell you something. 

Before when you asked me to wait for you, I felt a little bit lonely. Cause you were always with your activities even though you do have your spare time. Hello, I was a student okay.

And now that things turned out differently from what I have expected, I was a bit shocked. NO, I was shocked! But we did our conversation well and talked about it. And yeah, I felt much more relieved cause everything has over.

There is one thing I can assure you. Maybe my heart hurts but you will never find a girl like me who is so loyal and patiently waiting for you even sometimes I wanted to let you go. I know one day you'll read this and this is absolutely for you. Whatever that happened to me, I will never stop smiling. 

Ohh, by the ways. Thanks for all the memories between us. I enjoyed them a lot. But somehow, each one of them, including the sweet and bitter one, will be erased from my life. I will let them go like the balloons. I know, I am cruel. I just hope I can forget you.

When I said I don't want to contact you anymore, it's not that I am keeping a grudge on you. But have you ever heard 'it's easy to say hello and fall in love but the hardest thing we can do is saying goodbye after what we had shared together'. In fact, we have lots of friends who always support us no matter what. Just like mine, the craziest yet the best people I ever had. I love them. So losing you didn't give too much effects on me.

And I believe someday, somewhere, I will find my own true happiness as God has a great plan for me in the future. I will stop waiting for someone cause I want someone to wait for me this time whenever I ask to cause I know I will never let him down. I hope you will find yours too. 

I have cried a lot that my tears can't fall down anymore. I just can smile and keep on smiling cause for me, life is an adventure. I won't blame everything on you cause I know I have made mistakes too. And I don't want you to think that I never appreciate you all this time cause you were once my world and I did fall for you. Thanks for making me happy. Well, I suppose this is how we are going to say goodbye to each other. Take care.